Feelin Depressed...=(

it actually has been a few daes since i blog....
Now i'm very tired but more than that i'm feelin sad...So wanted to blog....
I actually miss Yoga alot.....So much tat i cant wait to c him......
i n yoga are supposed to meet tomolo but i doubt it will happen cos he gt function.....so he wanted to meet mi on sunday....Which is impossible cos mi mum wont let mi out of mi house...So wen i told this to yoga...he was like...."i m cumin all the way frm bedok n u cant even cum to tanjong pagar ah?" I WAS SHOCK TO HEAR THIS FRM HIM....I was speechless.....is nt wrong or his mistake to tell mi tat but jus tat.....haizz its a long story....

LET mi tell u the long story NOW....

Since secondary school mi poly or normal outside frens every1 always tell mi The same thing yoga told mi....I jus dun understand y all of them dun understand tat its NOT I DUN WANNA GO ITS I CANT.....
is it mi fault to have such a mum???
pple ard mi all can go out anyday/time...but i cant.....
this is Y they jus dun understand hw hurtin is it.....=(
all this while i was prayin tat yoga wont tell mi such a thing(although it was expected)...but in the end i made him feel this way too.....=(

i lOVE yoga alotttttttttttttttt...........i m feelin so upset tat even in this small matter i cant make him happie.....


maybe it can b a small matter but it hurts alot......

Frm nw onwards i will make sure tat i make yoga happie cos he is mi happiness............

n controlin my emotions.....

i dun noe y but i have been tearin alotttttt...(WORSE THAN A BABY)
Alamak.....................

**(IN this i nt tellin abt anywan specifically n yoga nt sayin u did a mistake or wad jus tellin hw i feel)


I LOVE U YOGA.....